[ nico's got about as much control over the situation as percy does. with each shift of their hips, with each noise that spills from percy's mouth, nico wants to keep going. to go and go and go and not stop, ever. his own dick is about as hard as it can get now, gradually leaving a wet spot on his pajama pants as precome seeps from the tip. if he had any idea what might be going on in percy's mind at that moment, he would readily agree. shout yes and yes and yes and yes. but he doesn't know and really, that's okay because if he did, he might just come then and there. not very sexy at all. not when he's supposed to be guiding this.
he has to releases a slow breath, try to regain his senses again when percy responds. the first thing percy says does make him flinch, makes bitterness and betrayal well up in his chest and hurt shows in his eyes. but the hand at his wrist restrains him and he realizes percy has more to say. his palm is placed against percy's heart where nico can feel percy's rib cage vibrate against the beating of his heart. he doesn't even bother to hide the way he gasps in response, stares at percy with wide eyes.
does it mean what he thinks it means? nico isn't sure. most of the time, he has a good measure of percy's intentions. it's hard not to when percy is simple that way. some aspects of him will never change. but this... nico trembles as his mouth opens and closes. he doesn't want to voice out loud the three words that have been hanging on his tongue, so he bites his lip again, waiting for percy to continue. when he does, nico isn't disappointed.
in a way, percy's insistence that this be... special has nico coloring but also thinking about how much it endears him to percy. the son of poseidon has come to a place that he cares enough to want this first time to be important. there's no way nico can fault him for that.
once more, the wry smile forms on his lips and he leans forward enough to press his forehead against percy's. he still holds the other boy's gaze and his fingers traipse their way down to percy's waistband. they pluck at the fabric, but don't pull down the cloth just yet. ]
I understand. I want it to mean something too. You are... Gods, Percy, you're the person I've always wanted to do this with. I stayed by your side because- Because the thought of not being near you is just-
[ he gives his head a rapid shake. ]
But... I'm willing to wait. If that's what you'd prefer. I've waited a long time, it won't hurt to wait a little longer.
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he has to releases a slow breath, try to regain his senses again when percy responds. the first thing percy says does make him flinch, makes bitterness and betrayal well up in his chest and hurt shows in his eyes. but the hand at his wrist restrains him and he realizes percy has more to say. his palm is placed against percy's heart where nico can feel percy's rib cage vibrate against the beating of his heart. he doesn't even bother to hide the way he gasps in response, stares at percy with wide eyes.
does it mean what he thinks it means? nico isn't sure. most of the time, he has a good measure of percy's intentions. it's hard not to when percy is simple that way. some aspects of him will never change. but this... nico trembles as his mouth opens and closes. he doesn't want to voice out loud the three words that have been hanging on his tongue, so he bites his lip again, waiting for percy to continue. when he does, nico isn't disappointed.
in a way, percy's insistence that this be... special has nico coloring but also thinking about how much it endears him to percy. the son of poseidon has come to a place that he cares enough to want this first time to be important. there's no way nico can fault him for that.
once more, the wry smile forms on his lips and he leans forward enough to press his forehead against percy's. he still holds the other boy's gaze and his fingers traipse their way down to percy's waistband. they pluck at the fabric, but don't pull down the cloth just yet. ]
I understand. I want it to mean something too. You are... Gods, Percy, you're the person I've always wanted to do this with. I stayed by your side because- Because the thought of not being near you is just-
[ he gives his head a rapid shake. ]
But... I'm willing to wait. If that's what you'd prefer. I've waited a long time, it won't hurt to wait a little longer.