[ percy's grip on his hips steadies him more than the earth itself and while percy tortures himself with the thought, nico just goes for it. the press of their hips helps relieve some of the need thrumming in his bones, but it's still not enough. though he desperately wants to keep rocking, keep grinding against percy, watch the way his lower lip is snagged by his teeth, but he has to reign himself in a little, remind himself to breathe. not only that, percy is essentially giving control over to him, allowing him to call the shots and it's a weighty burden. one nico never imagined he'd be saddled with. and yet, he likes the idea that percy is allowing him to decide.
it's flattering, of course. and a little bit dorky the way percy's immediate thought is that nico is willing to let himself be used for percy's sake. nico does have a record of doing that, doing what he thinks is the right or necessary thing to do in order to keep percy jackson alive ( because nico always thought that losing him, even if he might never truly have him would be just as earth shattering as losing bianca had been. ) however, that's not the case here. and nico's lips quirk because it's the way percy obviously cares for him, worries even, and nico finds himself smiling just a fraction. all affectionate and just a little bit wry. it's less about just getting percy off ( though he'd certainly enjoy that and would likely get off at the same time ) and more about giving percy a choice when he knows how often choices are taken from the son of poseidon. it's like how many choices have been stolen from nico and though sometimes that makes nico feel bitter and resentful, he's not going to let his own feelings get in the way of percy being able to decide for himself.
tilting his hips into the touch at his waistband and wanting nothing more than to shed the last bit of separation between them, nico only stalls enough to cup percy's cheek and nip at that lip that's been chewed on. ]
Sometimes... [ there's clear affection in his voice, but also a bit of that wry exasperation. ] What I meant was if you're really okay with this, with it being me and not, you know, Annabeth, then I'll show you what we'll do.
[ it's an out for percy, to prevent any later regrets. as much as nico wants to feel percy inside him, feel the son of the sea surging into him like the tide, he wants to make sure there will be no way percy will regret what they might do. he wants this to be for real. and not just because they're both horny.
and nico is horny. he wants nothing more than to guide percy inside him, show him how good this can feel, how incredibly groundbreaking an experience it can be. and to give just a hint of what might be coming if percy does want to continue, nico drags his palms down percy's chest before slowly cupping him through his boxers and squeezing. ]
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it's flattering, of course. and a little bit dorky the way percy's immediate thought is that nico is willing to let himself be used for percy's sake. nico does have a record of doing that, doing what he thinks is the right or necessary thing to do in order to keep percy jackson alive ( because nico always thought that losing him, even if he might never truly have him would be just as earth shattering as losing bianca had been. ) however, that's not the case here. and nico's lips quirk because it's the way percy obviously cares for him, worries even, and nico finds himself smiling just a fraction. all affectionate and just a little bit wry. it's less about just getting percy off ( though he'd certainly enjoy that and would likely get off at the same time ) and more about giving percy a choice when he knows how often choices are taken from the son of poseidon. it's like how many choices have been stolen from nico and though sometimes that makes nico feel bitter and resentful, he's not going to let his own feelings get in the way of percy being able to decide for himself.
tilting his hips into the touch at his waistband and wanting nothing more than to shed the last bit of separation between them, nico only stalls enough to cup percy's cheek and nip at that lip that's been chewed on. ]
Sometimes... [ there's clear affection in his voice, but also a bit of that wry exasperation. ] What I meant was if you're really okay with this, with it being me and not, you know, Annabeth, then I'll show you what we'll do.
[ it's an out for percy, to prevent any later regrets. as much as nico wants to feel percy inside him, feel the son of the sea surging into him like the tide, he wants to make sure there will be no way percy will regret what they might do. he wants this to be for real. and not just because they're both horny.
and nico is horny. he wants nothing more than to guide percy inside him, show him how good this can feel, how incredibly groundbreaking an experience it can be. and to give just a hint of what might be coming if percy does want to continue, nico drags his palms down percy's chest before slowly cupping him through his boxers and squeezing. ]